Sunday, January 01, 2006
bye 2005...hi 2006
time for the annual reflection...take a deep breath as i bring u thru my life in 2005.
january...
started my 1st carrer as the "nanny"...
met him aka mr hokey pokey
february...
still adjusting to "nanny's" life...
happy moments w mr hokey pokey started...
march...
had my first 1 wk break...got to know how's sch life is becoming to be lk
still having happy moments w mr hokey pokey
april...
busy days as i prepare them for SA1
still having happy moments w mr hokey pokey
may...
peronal life shattered in the middle of the mth...
preparing for an exhibition in July...
june...
picking up the broken pieces...
b4 i knew it, term started again.
was upset when he got my birth date wrg...
july...
learning to cope with the idea of being alone again...
sch workload as heavy
august...
cold war...
preparing for CA2
sept...
wonderful p5 camp...
oct...
coping w the lost of my ah-po
preparing for SA2
rounding up the year with reports...
nov...
cant run away with reports still...
my fears were confirmed. as i rem his promises (the gd n bad), i'm coping with wat he conveyed.
dec...
6 days at sydney
preparing for sch again...
coping with the fact tt things r not the same...timetable increased...shall not elaborate
him no more but i'm still hopeful...not to make things difficult for him, i respect his decision till he's able to see things fr another angle...
bye 2005...
hi 2006!
cant run away w the fact tt yes! i miss mr hokey pokey v much...wanted to tell him but how should i open my mouth...i want to talk to him v badly...i need tt hug to tell me tt everything's alright...signs of love language as learnt in the DISC workshop...touch n quality time apply to me...i told him tt even before attending the workshop. i sure do know myself. well as long as he's happy, i'm learning to cope still...as the new year begins, i know i'll miss him still cos it's this time we've met n spent many happy moments tog despite we didnt meet often...tt's the quality time i treasure most...nv did i once regret...not now...not tmr...nv...
new year resolutions...
look on the bright side of life...learning to cope with work
play hard n work hard...clubbing n shopping at the minimum level, work to the best of my ability
stay happy?!?!
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
4:36 pm
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